Mistake

Mistake
Leave me alone.
You’ve turned my heart to stone.
You cut me into different sections,
And in my soul was no resurrection.
When I asked you what you’ve done,
You say I wasn’t the only one.
You say I’m a mistake.
That I was always a mistake.
Not a conscious decision,
Just a slip of precision.

I was a mistake,
A lapse in judgment, great.
A six month lapse in judgment,
Was that all I was to you?

I got with you after years of pining,
You were so cold, but I wasn’t whining.
Until one day, I’d had enough,
I told I was going right there in a huff.
That was a mistake!
A lapse in judgment, great!
A six second lapse in judgment!
Was that how I lost you?

And then I was so lost,
Over the dark cliff I was tossed.
I couldn’t take it anymore,
I reached out to you once more.

That was a mistake!
A lapse in judgment, great!
You said I was a six month lapse in judgment,
That’s what you said to me.
You said I was a mistake.

I told myself that I won’t cry anymore,
But on my heart you left a wound, an open sore,
I thought that I wouldn’t be alone anymore,
I thought that I had you.

And now I’m so afraid, to open up.
I’m afraid to let him in now.
And I’m afraid, so afraid, that he’ll turn out like you,
That he’ll be just like you.

I was a mistake,
A lapse in judgment, great.
A six month lapse in judgment,
Just a six month lapse in judgment,
Was that all I was to you?
Was that all I was to you love?
Is that all I am to you?
A mistake?