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Beautiful but BrokenDe-mon noun
1. An evil spirit; devil or fiend
2. An evil passion or influence
3. A person considered extremely wicked, evil, or cruel
4. A fallen angel or Satanic divinity; a false god.
5. Tora </I>
This is the definition of a demon. I feel that you still dont understand. I am not definition 1. I am not definition 2 or 3. I am 4. I am 5. I am the gorgeous angel. I am the lovely fallen angel. I am a china doll.
Oh, little china doll, you are so beautiful. Your master loves to play with you little china doll. Your skin is made of porcelain and your clothes are made of silk. You are made to look lovely little china doll. Oh! Oh, little china doll. You were betrayed little china doll, you were dropped. Oh, little china doll, your broken
I am beautiful, but broken.
Oh little china doll!
Sunset Lake ch. 10Sunset Lake
Okami and I fell into step beside each other as we slowly walked to 'Group Therapy'. Even though it had become more of a regular thing, it still creeped me out. Dr. V didn't seem much like a doctor, more like a mad scientists performing experiments on unsuspecting human victims. Just the other day he tried to test if our minds 'worked right' (at a mental hospital) by holding up a poster with a paragraph on it. We had to read that stupid, only-the-first-and-last-letters-are-right crap. I suppose that your still supposed to be able to read it even though the words are weird. It's about that your brain doesn't read each letter but the word as a whole. Whatever.
So, as I was saying, it's just weird in that room. When Okami and I got to the room at the end of the hall there were canvases all around the room. They were all white except for one that wa
I feel like Icarus.
You are the God of the Sun.
And I, just a follower of your light.
I wish I could fly and love you forever.
But you are the sun.
And if you fly to close to the sun,
Even a cold, black, unforgiving sun,
You will burn.
And you will fall.
And so, like a moth drawn to the flame,
I go to you.
And I burn.
Youve done the unthinkable today. Youve lied to the liar.
You say that I have no self control? Well, every time we fight, I have to reign myself in before I tell you about all the times Ive lied to you. I have to stop before I brag about how youve been deceived.
You say youll always catch me when I lie? What about the time that I told you that Id never met him? I knew him alright, he and I were practically related. I loved him as a brother, but I was willing to put everything behind me for you.
But, I am a compulsive liar.
What about that time when you caught me running away? Im just going out for a walk, I had said, Ill be right back, I told you.
I just needed to get away for awhile. I needed to warn the man I talked about earlier. You were coming for him and he had to know. But you caught me.
And I lied.
Those were our roles in this life. Between the excitement and the glamour, even then, I knew that I
I Thought You Loved MeI thought you loved me.
I kept by you through thick and thin, kept up with your crazy dreams. I loved you. Your dreams, the desire to get the tailed beasts and rule the world, were the basis of everything I fought for. I worked so hard to make everything you ever wanted come true. I thought that you loved me for at least that.
From the moment I first met you, it was your eyes that got me. They gaze out at the world with such an uncaring indifference, but at the same time, bubbling with barely controlled rage. Your eyes were all that I aspired to. They motivated me and captured me.
I remember the sharp jab of betrayal when that came for me in the middle of the night. I thought it odd that the whole force would be assembled to tell me a bedtime story. But no, they had come to take away my life to move forward with your dream. It was that moment that I first doubted that you loved me.
Im so cold now. With out the heat of my inner fire, Im just an empty shell, my soul is gone,
Back to the Way We Were - ch 5Back to the Way We Were
"Talking in English,"
For the next hour and a half, the doctors asked questions and they were translated to Brinley and Alex. Questions about pre-existing medical conditions, what they could remember,and where they had been. No one really could understand why they just popped out of nowhere. Brinley and Alex knew exactly where they'd been, but just played dumb for the time being. There really was no way to explain without sounding crazy.
Another woman and two men joined the screaming lady, and they stood outside the door, watching Brinley and Alex through the windows. They wore worried expressions and looked like they truly cared about the two teens. Said teenagers regarded them with a certain degree of disquiet. As ninja, your bonds with your family and friends were sealed; a degree of loyalty only known on the battlefield. Through war, you ha
Sunset Lake ch. 9Sunset Lake
Ugh. Note to self: never physically abuse yourself just because Kurotora is tormenting you with your own memories. It hurt so bad. Everyday I trudged to the nurses' office to get some smelly, stinging ointment smeared on my cuts. I also needed to cut my nails really badly. On the better note, my meds were back. Every morning, noon, and night I swallowed two small, blue pills.
And I was happy.
I started hanging out with Toby, trying to talk with him, learn more about who he was as a person. He's very nice when his personality isn't rapidly shifting through moods. Although, when he gets into a funk, it's kind of hard to be his friend. He usually starts with sadness. He'll cry uncontrollably. Then he'll get mad. He'll s
A Tora-chan story
Okami looked in the eyes of her friend; bright yellow clashing with deep sapphire. She put her hand up to the wall; clean, sharp nails clashing with blood-stained claws. She looked at the ruin that was once her friend; new experiences clashing with ghosts of the past.
No matter where you run, the shell of her friend hissed, no matter how hard you try to hide, theyll come for you. Theyll cleanse this earth of all the light, the clean, the kind. Theyll cleanse it in a bath of blood and carnage. Do you see me? she asked. Toras tongue snuck out of her mouth and licked the filthy prison bars. Okami shuddered and turned away. Self shame clashing with fear of her sister.
Back to the Way We Were ch. 4Back to the Way We Were
The woman ran up to them and they were sucked into a hysterical embrace. They couldn't really understand that much English to begin with, and this woman was trying to speak in between sobs. Apparently, though, she knew them. The two ninja stood ridged and stiff, neither accepting, nor declining the affection. They glanced at each other and together they pushed the crying woman off of them. She frowned. Brinley's voice was hesitant.
"Who are you?" she asked quietly. The woman's face contorted in shock and anguish. She looked at Brinley with a deep sadness.
"I'm your mother," she replied slowly. Brinley's eyebrows raised in shock; ninjas were trained to not show too much emotion. "Come in," she said, tugging lightly on their hands. Her hand touched something warm on Alex's arm and for the first
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